Or does he?
He’s hot and cold. Close and distant.
I don’t know what he wants. What he wants from me. If he even wants me around.
I might end up losing my job because we can’t keep our hands off each other.
He loves his son, he’s a good parent…but he has a past.
His ex.
His military past.
He has walls up around him and I know I can’t get past them.
The only thing I can do is go on living my life.
Try and pretend like he doesn’t exist.
I just hope I don’t end up doing something stupid…just to forget him. Just to get him off my mind.

But I have a secret too. I’m running from something too. I hope he never finds out.